this is real me

I'm mia. I'm very shy, taken, and bisexual. I laugh at things people shouldn't laugh at. I have dirty thoughts and perverted jokes. My computer is stuffed with pictures. People need to be comfortable with who they are. But then again, who am I to say anything? I'm actually nicer than people make me out to be. I love making new friends. I hate explaining myself, don't make me =[ My time is spent wisely, wasting it is not something I plan on. The easiest way to reach me is through comments. I read all my messages, but I don't reply. I have my own opinions. Don't try to change me. I don't get over things very fast. No, I don't actually plan on having a boyfriend anytime soon. I also don't stick to my original plans ;D I'm sixteen, got it? I don't do anything a normal 16-year old does, but who's to say what we're supposed to do? I suck at driving, I can't say what mean, I trip over my own feet, get used to it. I'm completely oblivious to the things that happen around me, yet I notice the smallest things. I can tell when your lieing, don't do it, it'll piss me off. I don't care what people think, but I'm also very self-concious. There's an exception for every rule. I tend to stick up for my true friends, sometimes that's a bad thing. izzit wrong to be myself ?

my beautiful late granny ;))

the old lady is my granny , i love her , i miss her lots . i miss the moment i hug her , and afta visit her i will kiss her but theres no moment like that . i wish i can turn back time & then spend my whole time with her . she take care over me since im a baby till now ;( its hard to accept that shes gone forever . opah , even u r gone , ur memories , ur loves that u always show to me , i will nvr forget it . insya-allah , we will meet one day . i want u to know being ur grandchild is the best things ever . u teach me evrythg about religion , u give me not just love but also u try to fulfill my need . even ur nvr will see me success in future but its okay , i will make u proud of me . i nvr knew that i hv to face this but i will accept . soon or later , let god decide it . opah , i cant give u anything but i always pray for u to be in peace over there . be honest , its hard to accept that u will gone forever . to people , love the person b4 u lose her , time is like a gold so appreciate ur parents , siblings , friends or ur lover . and to those who has lost the person they love most , be strong , this is life cycle and we must accept the fact . although its hurt , the pain will heal . theres no permanent things in this world . the hardest things is to say goodbye but we must . afta read this , think laa . thats all , wasalam .